[Deep In My Heart]
[Episode 17]
Beautiful sunshine.
Who are you?
You're not Han Bing.
You want to know?
I'm Han Xue.
Sorry?
Who are you?
I'm Han Xue.
Are you deaf?
I'm not Han Bing, I'm Han Xue.
Stupid.
Han Bing.
Wait for me!
I told you, I'm Han Xue,
Han Bing's younger sister.
Are you another personality of Han Bing?
What a quick response!
Aren't you surprised?
3 years ago, the man named Yang Chun Yu knew my existence
and got fainted
like this.
I'm thirsty.
Multiple personality, or known as Dissociative Identity Disorder.
She'll usually lose her memory when she's in another personality.
Cool!
-Please pay for it first. -Pay?
But I don't have money.
It's on me.
I told you.
My family was killed.
It becomes a shadow of my mind
and makes me suffered.
It's Dissociative Identity Disorder.
No man can take me.
You'd better give up.
I'm not drunk. One more.
Sorry, she's drunk.
Let's go.
I know what do you want.
Alright.
So sorry.
I'll pay double! Quadruple!
I'm
Han Xue.
Wait, Han Bing.
I told you, I'm Han Xue.
She's a patient too.
Just like me.
You're awake.
We're drunk last night.
Yesterday?
I...
Han Xue, you're crazy.
Crazy.
In fact, I got drunk first. I must have troubled you a lot.
You got drunk first?
Why?
I was so sad and dared not tell you that Zheng Ming Hao's dead.
What?
He was killed at the washroom at the gas station.
on his way back from visiting his mom.
Let's take breakfast, it's ready.
Do you eat like this every morning?
If you want it, just come here at any time.
You look different today.
Me?
You're strange.
Thank you anyway.
I'm going to write the script of Zheng.
Let's eat
before you leave.
Did the killer kill him
because he knows who the killer is?
Think so.
His mother is pathetic.
What's up?
Thank you.
Sorry to call you out suddenly.
It's okay.
You...
Do you know Han Xue?
So you know her?
Looks like you met Han Xue.
I wish you hadn't met her.
So,
Han Bing is having Dissociative Identity Disorder.
But Han Bing doesn't know about it. She thought
it was the soul of her twin sister, Han Xue.
Han Xue always appears at a fixed time.
Between 12 pm and 6 am.
So Han Bing thought
she lent her body to her dead sister during the period.
I got it.
Even she has Dissociative Identity Disorder,
but she can still live a normal life
because of you.
Xiao Zhen.
Did it cause you broke up with Gao Sheng?
Han Bing is like my sister.
Han Xue won't
hurt Han Bing.
Now there's one more person that I love.
Han Bing and Han Xue. I have to accept both of them.
Yi Fei.
From today onward,
I'll take care of Han Bing.
What's this?
Like Han Xue...
It's Han Xue's memory.
-Editor. -You know Zheng Ming Hao's dead?
Yes, I'm rushing the script.
Before he died, he went to see his mother.
I want to write his story with his mother.
Hurry up.
I'm going to catch him
no matter who he is.
You mentioned the sign language of Zheng's mother yesterday.
What's wrong?
I checked their sign language online.
He said
he found his mother.
But that's their first time to meet up.
From the content,
I don't think it's their first meeting.
I'll see Dr. Wu first.
I'll ask my senior of psychoscience.
I have to see the patient herself to diagnose it.
But she must overcome the psychological shadow that creates another personality
Tell her that the second personality is illusory.
So we can't recognise her second personality.
She didn't know that she
has Dissociative Identity Disorder.
Right?
She thinks the second personality is her sister.
That's the problem.
Brainwash her.
How can I help her?
Love her more.
Don't you love her?
Your eyes expose everything when you mentioned her.
Is it so obvious?
I have treated many patients
with varying circumstances.
Do you know what the most effective treatment is?
Love.
Don't laugh.
It's amazing.
This is real.
What should I do with her second personality?
Love her too.
Another kind of love.
It's a bit hard.
When will you bring her over?
Well...She gets treatment from somewhere else recently.
By the way,
do you know Dr. Wu Yan?
Dr. Wu Yan.
Sure.
He's an expert in psychiatry.
I heard he was hired by the police as consultant
in psychiatric assessment.
What's up?
Nothing. I'll bring her over as soon as possible.
You know what the most effective treatment is?
Love.
Don't laugh.
It's amazing.
This is real.
Good night.
See you tomorrow.
You seldom come.
What makes you here?
Dr. Wu.
I'm here
to find out the answer for a few questions.
Okay, what's that?
Thank you.
You know Zheng's dead, right?
It's pathetic.
Do you know
about his mother?
Yes.
I knew it from his first treatment.
When did you know he's looking for his mother?
Probably
in the second treatment.
I see.
Well, what did you tell him with sign language at the public security bureau?
I just tried to convince him. What's wrong?
Nothing
I just want to know
if you told him anything about his mother.
-You know sign language? -I don't know.
How did you know
I told him about his mother?
From a friend.
Well...
There's a police who knows sign language on that day.
Dr. Wu, the pen is nice.
It's rare to see it now.
I get used to it.
Maybe I'm a traditional person.
Check Dr. Wu.
Okay.
I'm keeping my words.
I've prepared it.
Explain it to the patient's family.
Thank you.
Do you know that Li Zhong Guo
of ward 301 has a surgical site infection
Is it?
I heard he said he was in pain
during your ward round yesterday.
But you didn't check it. Why?
He used to be exasperating.
I don't know where do you focus on!
This is not the first time!
Beware if you I don't want to be a doctor for a life time.
Sorry, professor.
I've been sitting at my desk all day today.
But I couldn't write a script about Zheng Ming Hao.
Why?
I thought of his mother.
I'll write about her son.
When I thought she might see it, I...
I was thinking how should I write
so that his mother won't be sad.
If I write that he was scapegoated
for money and for his family,
I'm sure his mother will be sad.
I hate the killer.
Even if there's a reason,
how could he kill Zheng Ming Hao?
Right?
When I was a kid, my heart was weak and I used to be hospitalized.
From that moment, I think
the most valuable thing in the world
is to save people's life.
We have no right
to decide people's death.
No matter who he is, I want to beat him up when I see him.
-I got an idea now. -What will you write?
Read the news.
It's beautiful.
Don't snap me.
-Look at here! -Don't move.
I don't know since when
he came into my heart.
Xue.
Did I ever tell you?
I appreciate you
and love you.
Without you.
I may not live until today.
Thank you for guarding me.
Don't worry about me anymore.
Because I met a guy who's willing to guard me like you.
Xue, where are you going?
Don't bother!
What's going on? Where are you going?
Sis, help me advise Han Bing
not to chase me away.
I'll listen to her.
I'll do whatever she asks me to do.
I'll listen to you too.
Han Bing listens to you.
Sis Xiao Zhen.
Help me advise her.
Xue.
I'm so sorry.
I can't help.
Yi Fei, Han Xue's going out.
Thanks for telling me. I'll go to get her.
Do you know where she's going?
I just want to know
if you told him anything about his mother.
Well...There's a police who knows sign language on that day.
No police knows sign language. How did he know?
Han Xue.
What's the matter?
I need your help.
Say it.
Please don't chase me away.
No matter what,
I'll do as what you say.
Please don't chase me away.
From the beginning,
you're not a personality who can have her body.
It's a miracle that
you exist for 15 years.
I feel sorry, but you have to accept the reality.
It's time to go.
Where can I go?
You'll disappear.
Didn't you say
you exist to protect Han Bing?
Now your mission is done.
Han Bing doesn't need you.
Everyone is the same.
You have to leave when your task is done.
Don't be stubborn.
I don't want to disappear.
Dr. Wu, please help me.
Help me!
Sunshine.
That's the first time I know how bright and beautiful is the world.
I'm human too.
Although it's parasitic on Han Bing,
but I'm human too.
It's unacceptable.
Why shall I disappear?
Why shall I die?
Why?
Tell me why?
Damn it!
Han Xue, let's go.
Try this.
It's delicious.
You know I'm not Han Bing.
Why are you so nice to me?
Because both of you are the same in my eyes.
Did you tell Han Bing?
No.
Why?
I hope to keep it
as secret between two of us.
If Han Bing knows that I aware of your existence,
she will be very sad.
-I don't want her to be sad. -Why?
Because
I love her.